tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-153872422011-04-21T16:15:00.953-07:00jusmyselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17078427820458383539noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15387242.post-1123928953351658502005-08-13T03:28:00.000-07:002005-08-13T03:29:13.356-07:00<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:arial;">i am jus bored...<br />nth else...<br />i hate staying at home...<br />i wan to go out...<br />get out...<br />i'm sick...<br />very sick...<br />i am tired of everything...<br />family..<br />friends...<br />people...<br />love...<br />relationships...<br />sumthing is wrong wif mi...<br />i dunno wad...<br />can sumone help mi?<br />nobody...<br />i am truely stress up and fuck up...<br />everything seems meaningless...<br />wad have happened?<br />i dunno...<br />dun ask mi why...<br />am i happy?<br />no way...<br />when can i get out of all this shit...<br />i have enuff...<br />enuff is enuff...<br />shut up there!<br />its none of ur business...<br /><br />dun drag mi in...<br />if u guys wanna fight...<br />go ahead...<br />jus rmb its none of my business...<br />i am innocent ok...<br />i am mentally sick...<br />or am i not...<br />i dun need a doctor...<br />all i need is the key to freedom...<br />yes...<br />thats the key to everything...<br />how to achieve that?<br />i dunno...<br />no clues...<br />no answer....<br /><br />pissed off by ur words..<br />ur attitude...<br />ur everything....<br />get out of my life you both...<br />and nv cum back...<br />leave mi alone...<br />no care..<br />no conern...<br />no love...<br />but i still can survive...<br /><br />if u think i am like that...<br />go ahead...<br />i cant control wad u are thinking...<br />i am who i am...<br />no one can change mi...<br /><br />i am sick and tired of everything...<br />no forever in the earth...<br />those are jus illusion...<br />sweet talks and nth else...<br />rubbish...<br />ridicules...<br />stop dreaming there...<br />cos we live in the reality...<br />wad am i suppose to do?<br /><br />i wish no one will see this...<br />cos they thot i am alright...<br />i am fine...<br />i am happy..<br />and out of stress...<br />they dunno a single thing about mi....<br />i cant shout...<br />i cant cry...<br />i cant fall and say gd bye...<br />i know i cant...<br />i can wear a mask...<br />a diff mask everyday...<br />i can sound as though i am happy...<br />i can talk as though i am happy...<br />i can look as though i am happy...<br />i can laugh as thoguh i am happy...<br />but wad is the use?<br />all are fake and unrealistic...<br />but wad can i do?<br />nth...<br />really nth...<br /><br />i am not who u think i am....<br />so leave mi alone...<br />out of my sympathy...<br />i dun need that...<br />i dun need anithing...<br />dun act as if u care...<br />dun act as if u wan to know mi....<br />u dunno mi at all...<br />not a single bit...<br />everyone out there dunno mi...<br />but who cares....<br />dun bother bout asking mi why...<br />or trying to know mi...<br />u will nv know...<br />u will nv get the answer...<br />how i wish i am not who i am...<br />and get out of this shit asap...<br />jus leave mi alone and shut up there...<br />the silence will cure it all...<br />i dun need u...<br />him...<br />her...<br />and even they...<br />i dun need anione...<br />so..<br />get lost fast...<br />before i bite...<br /><br />dun do anithing w/o planning...<br />u will end up like them...<br />wad?who?<br />jus two loser...<br />u dun have to know who they are...<br />cos its jus a waste of ur time...<br /><br />cum back fast..<br />i need sum one...<br />before they burst out again...<br /><br />i wish to stay moody at times...<br />and jus lay on my bed...<br />pretend that i dunno a single thing...<br />cos its none of my business...<br />broken...<br />everything is broken...<br />smile...<br />dreams...<br />goals...<br />family...<br />friends...<br />relationships...<br />i guess no one would eva cares...<br />cos they are not in my shoes...<br />cos they cant hlp mi...<br />cos they dunno a single thing...<br /><br />i am scared...<br />i am afraid...<br />but to no avail...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/15387242-112392895335165850?l=jusmyself.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>jusmyselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17078427820458383539noreply@blogger.com1